12/22/20 still SHOCKED

12/22/20 went out and cried a lot today. I swear early in the morning I cried my eyes our. I’m guessing this is dabda not sure. Whatever it is. I’ve been crying non stop. But nontheless I went out to attend mommy glen and uncle Anvies anniversary. Posting this as motivation so that I can bounce back to this after 32 weeks.